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It’s 9:15 pm and Rodney is here to dig me out. It’s his birthday and he is doing things for others! Makes me feel kinda insignificant. He’s already been to Jean’s house and I assume his own and his shop. I intend to force him to take money tonight (on top of the drink of rum he gets😜). Today my granddaughter’s mother died. Maddie has been part of my life since she was four and I love her so much. I hurt for her but there is nothing I can do to make her better. I did phone her but I just want to be there to hold her. And Rodney is still just cleaning my yard. He still hasn’t touched the road. I feel so helpless. What would I do without him? Not a great day emotionally☹️. But life goes on. Tomorrow I turn 29. (Again🤪). The last few days have been good. Pati was here Friday and it felt so good to give her a real hug instead of a zen hug. I prepared for a major storm yesterday so I had wine and chips prepared. It sure pissed me off to wait until 3 pm to start them😤. And so life goes on. I wonder what the next decade will bring?
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